Ainsley is at Children's Hospital holding her own. She is tiny but is stable.
Evelyn is here with us, for now. We lost her some time this evening. We are loving her now while we can. All this time, we had no worries about our Hog Baby.
This is unreal.
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«Oldest ‹Older 401 – 600 of 601 Newer› Newest»Hi Jen,
My heart breaks for you! I gave birth at AGMC to twins at 28 weeks in Sept. of 2007. Long story short, my son Andrew passed away two days after they were born while in the NICU at Akron Children's Hospital. I still keep in touch with several Labor and Delivery nurses at AGMC and NICU nurses.
I would be happy to help you in any way I can. I spoke with Amy and asked that she give you my e-mail address and phone number.
You and your family are in my prayers!
Jamie
I'm so sorry Jen. You picked lovely names for them. I'm just so sorry for your dear Evelyn. I pray that Ainsley grows stronger.
I can not even begin to imagine how your heart feels. May you find peace and comfort in the days ahead.
((HUGS)) I am so sorry to hear about your sweet precious Evelyn.
My heart is heavy with your sorrow.
Please know that I care and you are in my prayers. I would love to mail you a handkerchief from my For Your Tears blog. If there is anything I can do for you please let me know. dpucci9972@gmail.com
Keeping little Ainsley in my prayers also.
I've swallowed my heart. I ache for you and am praying for you, and your family. I'm sorry from the core of my soul.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope Ansley continues to thrive! <3
There are absolutely no words to express my sadness over this news. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh my God. I am so very sorry.
I am so shocked and have gone back to read your post, because it just wasn't making sense to me.
I am thinking of you all.
I'm so, so sorry this has happened! You and your family will definitely be in my thoughts, as well as a fast, healthy hospital stay for little Ainsley!
I am so very sorry for your loss. Life is completely and totally unfair and cruel sometimes.
May the love, prayer, and thoughts and strangers bring some comfort to your family at this time.
And many prayers that tiny Ainsley continues to thrive.
I am so very sorry for what you are going through. Please know you are in my prayers.
Jen, my love and prayers go out to you all. It's a place I remember--I had twin sons at 24 weeks. Billy (baby A) died right before birth, but his brother Danny is a picture of health after 105 days in the NICU. They do incredible things there, and will keep Ainsley healthy and Help make her stronger every day. If you ever need anything or want to talk, please reach out. Love to you all.
My heart is breaking for you. Love and prayers for you and your family.
My heart is breaking for you, there are just no words.
My heart breaks with yours. What a bittersweet thing to experience - both the joy of having a child and losing a child all at one time. You are all in my prayers.
Jen,
I only "know" through Tiffanie...but as my heart breaks for you right now, I just wanted to say to you how terribly sorry I am that you are faced with the excruciating pain of losing your sweet baby daughter. Please know that I am praying you find peace, comfort and strength as you go through the imaginable.
I am devastated for you and your family.
Jen, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. On the flip side, I am so happy that "tiny twin" Ainsley is fighting away. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. ((((HUGS))))
I'm so very sorry for your loss
I'm so, so sorry.
I'm sending love and prayers to you and your family. You are an awesome mom with a beautiful family.
Sending all the love and prayers I can.
XOXOX
Jen I am so sorry to hear this. I am friends with Nicole V and she has requested prayers for your family right now. Know that you have many people in StL praying for you guys. God Bless.
I kept re-reading this, as though I was missing something or reading the words wrong.
Longtime lurker. I lost my twins at 24 weeks almost two weeks ago.
I am so sorry. Insanely sorry.
I am keeping you and your family so close in my thoughts.
Jen,
Long time lurker here. There are no words that one can say after such a bittersweet day that will be of much comfort but know that someone in Chicago is sending you, Mark, Olivia, Ainsley and Evelyn a lot of love and prayers.
((hugs))
Jennifer
I do not even know what to say other than I am so very sorry to hear about what has happened. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers!
Congratulations on the birth of your daughters and I'm so completely saddened by the news of the loss of one of them. They both need you now, in such different ways. You have proven yourself to the entire online community to be a strong woman, ready to handle what life has to give you. You will rise to this challenge too.
Hug your three daughters and take care of yourself.
I wish I could do something... anything. You're family of 5 is in my thoughts and prayers.
So very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts & prayers.
Oh no, I want to cry for you. My emotions are still are crazy. I wish the best for the baby that is still with you. NICU's are the best, my baby has been there for 3 weeks now, but he wasn't a twinnie.
Congratulations on the birth of your two girls. One on earth and one in heaven - both sweet angels.
I am truly sorry for your loss, but happy your little Ainsley is holding on. I am sending prayers your way.
I am so sorry Jen. This is so not fair. Your family is in my thoughts.
Your family has been in my prayers all day. I'm just heartbroken for you.
My heart breaks for your family's loss of Evelyn but rejoices for little Ainsley's strong will! Your family is in my prayers!
I know that we don't know one anothter, I came across your blog on a link from a friend's blog.
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl Evelyn. I will be keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Also many prayers that Ainsley continues to grow and fight.
Praying for peace that passes all understanding for you and your family through this unimaginable time. I don't understand why God would allow this, but I know that He will be with you through every moment during the days ahead. And so will the tons of people who's lives baby Evelyn's life has touched. So so sorry.
Sending everything good I have to send. And hugs. Lots of hugs.
It just isn't fair.
Thinking of you all as you celebrate a life and grieve a loss.
I'm not sure exactly how to offer condolences and congratulations at the same time. I have no words. My heart breaks for all of you.
praying, praying, praying for you and your sweet family. God Bless all five of you.
A friend of mine pointed me in the direction of this blog, as she is your follower. I gave birth to my identical twin boys on October 28, they were (are) due on January 3rd. Just Barely over 30weeks. Despite an otherwise uneventful and healthy pregnancy, we lost twin B, Jeremiah. It was the most shocking surreal experience of my life. My surviving twin spent 6 weeks in the NICU, and is with us at home now (as is Jeremiah in his little box..I still haven't decided what to do with his ashes).
I know there is nothing to be said about your situation that helps. Maybe just that your little Evelyn is with the Lord. But that only helps a little. I'm sure everything is spiraling for you. Having one baby in the NICU for so long is hard in of itself. Having lost a child is hard as well. Having to miss out on twins and all that would of been, bad and good, still feels like a sucker punch to my soul. Be strong. You will pull through. It is no way easy.
There were days, and still are, that I feel as though this was all a dream. I'm coming up on my due date here, I dont know what I will do.
If you ever need anyone to talk to about this particular situation I have been there almost exactly. email me @ madelinapolis124@yahoo.com
I don't know you and you don't know me but I had to literally re-read your post ten times because I could not believe it. From one twin mom to another, I am so so profoundly sorry that this happened to you. And in such a cruel and unexpected way. Thinking of you and sending strength.
I was so stunned and saddened to read the news of losing Evelyn. My heart goes out to you and your husband and all the family and friends who already loved this little girl and anticipated meeting her and are shattered by her loss. I am praying for you all. There seem to be some good support groups mentioned in the comments and I am praying you are going to be bathed in kindness and with all kinds of unanticipated help and support as you navigate this extraordinarily painful and poignant time.
Hope Ainsley continues to be stable.
I am just so sorry that you are going through this. Like so many, I will be holding you close at heart.
I read your post this morning and haven't been able to think of much else all day. I am so, so incredibly sorry. I rarely post, but have drawn so much strength and humor from your blog over the years. I don't know what else to say except that you are in my heart and thoughts.
shit.
I am so sorry. Prayers for you all.
Oh no! I was sitting here tonight and you crossed my mind. I hadn't read your blog in over a week and just had a feeling you had your girls. Joy and sorrow in the same blog entry. Wow! I had to keep rereading your post to make sure I was reading it right. I'm so sorry for your loss of sweet little Evelyn. So unbelievable! I'll be praying Ainsley holds on and does well. Your family and you are in my prayers. (((HUGS)))
There are no words...I am utterly and completely devastated to hear about the loss of your sweet and precious angel daughter. Prayers are being offered up for you and your family...may you somehow, some way find peace and comfort in knowing that even now (especially now) the Lord is holding you even closer.
I am so sorry for you and I am hoping for Ainsley's strength. Thinking of you!
I have been thinking about you and your family all day, I couldn't stop crying this morning when I read your blog post. I can't even imagine what you are going through. I am praying for you, Mark and your precious children.
I have been thinking of you all all day. Congratulations on the birth of your precious daughters, and I am so, so, so sorry for the loss of Evelyn. My heart breaks for you. Life is so so tenuous and precious.
Oh Jen. Oh my God. I am absolutely heartbroken for you... sending lots of prayers for healing and peace. :_(
I'm sure words will not ease your pain right now but I needed to comment in hopes of easing MY pain. I don't know you but you've been on my mind since I read your post almost 24 hrs ago. I am heart broken for you and your family. I was trying to tell my husband tonight and i just wept. I am so sorry. I try to imagine your pain and it hurts my heart so bad. Little Ainsley will always have a gaurdian angel. Stay strong sweet little baby girl.
Unreal is right. I am simultaneously joyful and horrified. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. LOVE and thoughts of strength to your family.
Prayers for you and your family, from St. Louis. Heartbroken to hear of your loss
I am so, so sorry and will be praying for you and your sweet family. Praying for your strength, for some peace and especially for Ainsley's continued growth and progress. So beyond sad.
Jen - I can't stop thinking about you guys. The world can be a cruel place to undeserving people. Little Evelyn will always be with you guys and Ainsley. I'm utterly heartbroken for you and your family.
I have probably checked your blog over 15 times since yesterday...rereading the words thinking maybe they'll change. Thinking of what to comment, b/c there really are no words for this. You're right this is U.N.R.E.A.L. My heart is so heavy for you and your family right now.
Praise God for Ainsley! Praying you get to take her home soon.
oh no. Sorry beyond words.
Good G-d, I'm so so sorry for your loss. I will keep you all in my thoughts, and will be rooting hard for Ainsley.
Sorry is grossly inadequate. You are in my thoughts.
I am just so sorry.
My heart is breaking for you. I hope you were able to cuddle with Evelyn and spend some time with her. I lost my son last year. He was born at 36 weeks and looked absolutely perfect but he didn't have kidney's and left this Earth very soon. I wish no other mother had to endure the loss of a child. If you want to reach out for support let me know. I know some online groups that can offer you support. My heart goes out to you and your family.
Wendy
Oh Jen. You have shared so much with all of us. I am asking God why. This is just not fair. I know you are such a ball of mixed emotions right now. Praying for you, your husband, Olivia, and Ainsley.
I'm completely heartbroken for your family. I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter.
I hope Ainsley's stay at Children's Hospital is short and you all can get home soon.
You'll be in my prayers.
My heart and prayers are with you and your family there are no words that can help with the pain I am so sorry
Praying for strength for you and your family in this impossible time. Sending hugs and strength.
Dearest Jen,
My heart aches for you I spent last night sobbing, its heart breaking when bad things happen to AMAZING people. I don't personally know what you are going through, I have no kids yet, but I just want you to know that there are hundreds of people out there that love you and care for you.
Love,
Manya
I am so so so sorry for your heartache. Lots of love to you, Mark,Olivia,and Ainsley as you go through this painful time.
I am so sorry for your loss. Please know you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts.
I am so so very sorry. I don't know what to say, but I'm sending you and your family all the best thoughts I have right now.
I am so unbelievably heartbroken for you about the loss of Evelyn. I hope that Ainsley continues to do well and fight the good fight in the NICU. I will be thinking about all of you and wishing you peace in the new year.
I know there are no words to ease the pain you and your family are experiencing. I am so very sorry for your loss. Thinking of you all and hoping Ainsley will be home with you soon...
I am so sorry about the loss of baby Evelyn. Your family and baby Ainsley are in my prayers.
sending strength your way. . . can't even imagine how you are feeling right now,
Rock with world Baby Ainsley- cuz that is one. . .fighting. . .baybee!
<3
I'm so, so sorry for your loss. Thinking of your whole family at this terrible time. Your dear Evelyn is in so many people's hearts. Sending strength to your sweet Ainsley.
Jen, I learned of you through two of my friends. I am so very sorry for your loss. I recently lost one of my triplets to a cord event. I can only say I am sorry and if you need anything, please let me know. I also know you live in Ohio (although not sure where). If you live near Akron, I belong to a support group that has been a tremendous help. Preciousparents.org. They are sponsored by Akron Children's. I hope you took a ton of pictures of your angel. You will cherish them every day for the rest of your life.
The feelings of sheer joy, sadness, and fear are hard to handle. You and your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Jenn Haake
i'm so sorry.
i am devastated by your loss, but i am also incredibly relieved to read that Ainsley is a fighter.
All of you are in my prayers.
Oh Jen, I am so very sorry. Strength to you and Mark at this difficult time.
Jen,
I am so very sorry that you lost your sweet Evelyn. This is heartbreaking. I hope that Ainsley continues to do well and will comfort you as you grieve for what you have been through.
I'm not even going to pretend to understand the pain that goes with losing a child. I've been thinking about it all day, trying to make sense of it, and I've only come to one conclusion. Evelyn's life may have been short, but it was filled with selflessness. Because of her, your precious tiny twin Ainsley is alive. God bless you all.
I'm so sorry. I just can't imagine, but I am saying prayers for you and your family.
there are no words. I am just so terribly sorry and it is just so friggin unfair. thinking of you.
Congratulations on the birth of your baby girls! I hope Ainsley continues to do well. I am sorry for the loss of Evelyn. Many wishes for a peace and love to your family at this time.
Jen,
I am in a time zone that finds me on the other side of 2011 and wanted to be one of the first to wish you a joyous New Year. My heart has been aching for you and your family for two whole days now, and you were one of the first people I thought of as the New Year arrived here. May 2011 be kind to you. And may the sunshine in Olivia and Ainsley be enough to warm your heart during the gray days ahead...
I am so very sorry to hear the sad news. I am praying for you as you go through this difficult time.....I have been thinking of you all day ever since I saw your post, and could and still can't come up with the right words other than I am sorry and I pray for Ainsley to hold on strong. The NICU will take extra special care of her. I had a 32 week delivery of twins as well due to preeclampsia.....i was fearful everyday they were in there. Evelyn will be the strength inside of Ainsley to keep her pushing to get healthy. My heart pours love,hugs,and prayers.
I'm so sorry. So incredibly sorry. It's completely unfair and I hate it. Evelyn is a most beautiful name.
There are no words to describe the hollow sadness I'm feeling for you but whatever they are, I know it can't even come close to what you must be feeling.
I read your post 4 times, got chills and cried each time.
I'm so sorry. This should never be something any mother has to go through.
Jen my heart is breaking for you and your family. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that your little girl will continue to grow big and strong, and is able to come home soon.
Oh Jen, I am so so sorry to hear about Evelyn. I am so glad Ainsley is holding her own. You and your family are in my thoughts. I have tears in my eyes on the other side of the world for you.
I have never commented on your blog, but I have followed your story from the time your pregnancy test came back positive.
I am so, so sorry. This sucks. It isn't remotely fair.
This is not what I expected to read.
My heart breaks for you.
I'm so, so, so very sorry. The biggest prayers for you and your family.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts.
oh my. i am so sorry.
I cannot even imagine the happiness and heartbreak that you are filled with all at once. Here's wishing all of you the happiest and healthiest new year, and know that every one of you is in my prayers, especially your little angel in heaven who will watch over her teeny sister forever. God bless all of you.
I am so sorry to hear that you lost your precious Evelyn.
My heart is breaking for all of you. Thoughts and prayers for all of you tonight... especially for little Ainsley, that she will remain stable.
I am so terribly sorry and pray you are finding some peace, somehow.
Sorry for your loss and congratulations on the birth of your daughters.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
I'm so sorry to hear this, Jen....I know that no words would be right at this moment. Just know you have a lot of support behind you. I'm so sorry....
I lost a lot of sleep thinking about your family, and I found an outlet to "help". I just donated to the March of Dimes in memory of Evelyn. I wish I could select "in honor of" for Ainsley, and Olivia, too. The March of Dimes has a major prematurity campaign to increase awareness: "The campaign funds research to find the causes of premature birth, and to identify and test promising interventions; educates health care providers and women about risk-reduction strategies; advocates to expand access to health care coverage to improve maternity care and infant health outcomes; provides information and emotional support to families affected by prematurity; and generates concern and action around the problem." I hope that by the time your girls (and my daughter) are of childbearing age, prematurity will only exist in history books.
I'm here from Lis's blog. I'm so sorry.
I am aching for you and holding you all close to my heart in prayer. If you need anything, please let me know.
Jen, I continue to think of all of you during this terrible time of loss--but hoping very much that Ainsley is doing well and bringing you joy. Many prayers for you all.
My heart broke when I read this. I am so sorry for your loss. Wishing you and your family strength and faith in this difficult time.
I'm so sorry. I hope in my heart you have the strength to smile and enjoy the blessings that are Olivia and Ainsley.
Sending you love and hugs. I cannot imagine the pain that y'all are going through right now.
Sending you love and hugs. I cannot imagine the pain that y'all are going through right now.
I'm sitting here crying tears of happiness and deep sadness for you and your family. I hope Ainsley grows strong and beautiful like her big sister and from up above Evelyn will shed rays of light and love upon you all in your darkest hours.
Best of luck to you all in 2011.
My heart is aching for you and your family.
I'm so sorry for your loss lovely lady. My thoughts are with you and your amazing family.
I am so so sorry for your loss Jen. Congrats on Ainsley, I will be keeping you all in my thoughts for her to grow big and strong and healthy, and for your family to make it through this impossible time in your lives.
You don't know me, but a friend sent me here. I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for what you are going through....
I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope that Ainsley is doing well.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I hold you and your family in my heart.
Oh, no. Erin Best Margolin sent me here today. I arrive with heartfelt prayers, asking the angels to surround your family with support and comfort. Deepest sympathies.
Oh jen. I am shocked and heartbroken for you and your family. Hold your beautiful girls close and know that so many thoughts and prayers are with you all. So much love is being sent your way. Evelyn will be remembered and loved.
Words are not enough. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
I want to have words of consolation and cogratulations to offer you, but I feel stunned and numb after reading your post. I've followed your journey growing the girls, and laughed and cringed along with you. I don't know you IRL, but reading your words made me feel like you are someone I could easily spend time with. My heart aches with your loss, and at the same time... it sings with the celebration of your joy. However and wherever you are finding strength and solace and peace right now, I hope your own heart finds a balance. Much love (from a stranger) from Canada.
This is my first time to your blog and I'm sorry it's under such circumstances. I am terribly sorry for your loss of Evelyn and I'll be praying for Ainsley and the rest of your family.
Like many others here, I don't know you IRL but have been following you since Olivia was just a few months old. I am so incredibly heartbroken for you. I read and reread and even convinced myself that a word must be missing from what you wrote. And then kept returning to reread again, hoping it wasn't so. We are praying for all of you and sending thoughts of strength and faith your way.
Have I posted a comment yet? I have started to, many times, over the past few days, but words fail. I've admired your strength and courage and humor in the face of so many struggles in the 2 years that I've been following your blog. I cannot imagine what you are going through now. I know you will find the strength to handle it all. My deepest sympathies on the loss of your precious Evelyn and many good wishes for the continued strength of little Ainsley.
I am so sorry Jen. I'll be praying for all of you.
im sending you peace and strength as you figure out how to maneuver through these days. my thoughts and prayers are with you.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and your lovely family.
Continuing to think of you and your family and precious girls during this most incredibly awful time. I hope Ainsley is fighting and getting stronger every day. Keeping Evelyn is my thoughts. I am so sorry Jen.
Jen, I've been following you for a while and have always admired your humor and strength. I am so, so sorry to hear of your loss. Like others, I read your post multiple times before it set in. Thinking of you and your family during this time. Best wishes for little Ainsley, may she go stronger each and every day. God bless!
I'm so sorry for your loss...I'm sitting here crying too. Bless you and your family..my prayers are with you.
I'm so sorry for your loss...I'm sitting here crying too. Bless you and your family..my prayers are with you.
Oh, Jen. My heart is broken for your family. You and every member of your family are in my prayers. I pray that all of you will feel the tremendous love that those of us inside the computer as well as out have for you all. I pray that you and Mark will find the comfort that you need and the peace that you so truly deserve. I pray for Olivia, that she will adjust to the changing needs of her family. I pray that Ainsley will continue to grow healthy and strong, to keep fighting. I pray for Evelyn, that her memory will be cherished and that she will never leave the hearts and minds of all those who love her.
jen, i am so very sorry for your loss. the pain of losing a child is one that i wish no one had to feel. i'm sending you much love and strength. you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Jen,
Please know you, Mark, Olivia, Ainsley and prescious Evelyn are in my throughts and prayers. How is it possoble to have such opposite emotions occupy the same space and time? May the love of those you know sustain you, and the love of those of us you haven't mwt remind you that Evelyn will be known and remembered by many. Through you, she touched the world and I know I am better because of it. Take care of you.
--Erin
To echo the sentiments of many others here, I couldn't believe what I was reading and cannot find the words to express my sorrow. Praying hard for all of you.
Agi
Heartbroken for you over your loss. Praying for your family and for the health of Ainsley in the coming days and weeks.
I'm so sorry, praying for Ainsley.
So joyful that you are a mother of three lovely girls. There are so many people who will never ever forget the love and humor and sass that brought them into this world.
So excited to see there was an update...and so devastated to hear the news of little Evelyn. There are just no words that can convey how sorry I am and how sad for your loss. At the same time, congratulations for the birth of little Ainsley. I pray that she'll fight hard and come home soon. I also pray that you and Mark and Olivia will be enveloped in love as you support one daughter while mourning another.
I am so sorry. xx
I can't believe what has happened and can't even begin to imagine the grief you feel. I hope that in this time of sorrow you are able to find immense joy that Ainsley is still with you and stable; that Olivia will know the joy of a little sister; that you can find peace within your heart. Wishing you all the best from here on out, and keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers!
Jen - so unbelievably sorry and sad for your loss. It's hard to find words that don't sound trite - but just want you to know that there are many of us out here who are pulling for you and your family and thinking of you daily.
I hope Ainsley's NICU journey is smooth and she is home with you soon.
I am so sorry. You and your family are in my prayers.
There are no words. I'm so, so sorry for your loss.
I am so terribly sorry. I hate that you are now part of this baby loss club! My heart and prayers are with you and your family.
I just wanted to send you more hugs and love and to let you know that my family and I have all been preying for your family.
continuing to think of you and your girls- all 3 of them. Hoping to hear that Ainsley is doing well. Please know you're in the prayers of so many these days... hugs and love to you and yours
I just keep coming back to your post....I just can't believe it. I am so sorry!
Thinking of you and your family during this immeasurably difficult time
I just started following your blog and I am so sad to hear about your loss. Sending you lots of prayers and peace for your family.
I am so sorry :(
I am so sorry Jen for your loss. I can't imagine your pain, my heart just breaks for you. You are all in my prayers.
I can NOT imagine. Will be praying Jen. I too have twins.
I am so very, very sorry. Words can not express.
I'm so sorry my heart breaks for you.
I'm so sorry and sad for your family. This just isn't fair. At all. I hope Ainsley is doing well and improving with each passing day. Please know that so many people are praying for you. ♥
when you are able to........check out this site for your Evelyn
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Wishing I could hug you and offer some kind of comfort to you and your family...I am just so heartbroken. You have an army of supporters that are praying for you and thinking of you and I hope you can feel that. Sending much love and hugs your way.
Saying prayers for you and your family.
I'm so sorry. There are really no other words.... You are your babies are in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts.
I am in total shock. Beaming you so much love and wishing for the magic words to help. love
There are no adequate words. I won't even try.
I am deeply sorry for the pain that your family will feel forever.
Take your time, and spend every minute with Ainsley and Olivia and Hubby. You are not alone, no matter how alone you feel.
Jen, I am so very very sorry. My heart aches for you as well. I am sending lots of prayer and positive thoughts your way.
I'm so sorry
You don't know me, but I'm praying for you.
I am so sorry to read such devastating news about Evelyn, and sending lots of prayers and wishes for Ainsley's health and your family xxxooo
There are really, truly no words.
I hope that you have plenty of support during this difficult time. You and your daughters are all in my thoughts.
oh goodness Jen! you don't know me but i've been reading your blog what feels like forever... stumbled upon it while trying to get pg with my now 13 month old...
i'm so so so so sorry to hear about Evelyn! *hugs* to you and your whole family. i'm thinking about your tiny Ainsley and am hoping for the best... i wish there was something i could do - even bring over dinner lol
please keep us posted - i know there are many more like me out there just thinking about your family....
***super big squishy hugs and good thoughts***
Oh, Jen! I'm so terribly sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.
You're in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss.
So so so sorry. My thoughts are with you.
I am so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts.
I am so, so sorry. I have no words. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry for your loss.
I am so so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jen, oh damn it. I am just so sorry for what you're going through right now. Man i wish there were some magic words I could say to make it all better, but I know that's not the case. Just know that you and your family are in my prayers and I'm hoping for the best for little Ainsley. Again, I am so sorry.
No, no, no, no, no.... Oh, my heart is breaking for you. This is so unfair and cruel...
Congratulations on the birth of your baby girls. Beautiful names for (I'm sure) beautiful babies. So very sorry about Evelyn. I cannot imagine the pain you and your family are in. I will pray for strength...for you, your husband and your little fighter Ainsley.
I am so so sorry. You all are in my heart.
I am so sorry for your loss...
I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I'm praying extra hard for Ainsley.
I'm starting to feel like a stalker because I am now checking your site every time I log on... I really hope you have had good news for Ainsley in the past few days. I have no idea what you are going through, and how many overwhelming emotions you must be feeling - just thinking about you guys makes my heart feel like it could burst - and the last thing on earth you should be worried about/thinking about is your blog... but if you have a moment to catch your breath and you think of us out here and have strength to drop in an update we are all holding our breath for you. There is so much love for you and your family out here and I can only pray that some of that love breaks through everything else for just a second, and that you have even just a moment of peace somewhere in this fog that you now have to navigate.
I'm so sorry! Praying for you guys!
Just wanted to let you know I'm still thinking about you constantly. Also starting to feel like a stalker because I'm checking so often for an update on Ainsley. Continuing to pray for you, Mark and all 3 of your beautiful daughters.
Hi Jen,
Just stopping by to see how you're doing. I've been thinking about you and your family every day since your last post. I'm so, so sorry.
Shit. I just keep re-reading your words and praying that they will say something different. Saying prayers for your whole family.
Adding my prayers, hugs and thoughts for you. xoxo
I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I could say something to help. You and your family will be in my prayers. Just know that there are so many people thinking of you. Your blog and your incredible sense of humor draws people in and I know there are so many people who care about you and all your girls.
My heart aches for you - I wish there was something, anything, we could do. Please let us know if you need anything.
My heart hurts for you and your family :*( You are definitely in our prayers!! Lots of prayers for Ainsley and Olivia too!
((HUGS))
Jen, Kristy S sent me your blog and i am addicted! My sister and i have been reading it non stop. she starts IUI tomorrow and your strength, courage, humor and openness have been so wonderful. i think it truly gives her hope in this journey they are beginning. i hope you know you are a true angel. your blogs are something that brings a tear, a smile and a giggle all at the same time. i went from crying during your first IVF failure to cheering that your were finally preg and i have never even meet you. i hope you stay strong thru this hard time for your new angels and remember how truly special you are. you are all in my prayers! NL
so sorry to hear this. i have been blog stalking for quite some time. we had twin boys who died due to twin to twin transfusion. there are no words to express how you must feel. i am praying for your whole family.
Prayers....lots of prayers for you and your family right now from us to you...for peace, for calmness, for strength for Ainsley, for a hug from Olivia, for the sweetness of baby Evelyn who now waits for you in Heaven.
OMG NO!!! I'm SO sorry Jen. I wish there is something that I could say that would make your pain go away, but I know that is not possible. As I sit here with tears in my eyes I am praying for you and your family.
I am so so sorry, I came here thinking I would read about the latest adventures in your life only to read such tragic news. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your fmaily! I pray little Ainsley grows stronger everyday and am so sorry for your loss of little Evelyn.
Caroline
Jen - long time follower, first time commenter. I like all the other commenters could not believe what my eyes were seeing when I read this post. All our prayers are with you today - may God give you some peace while you held your sweet baby in your arms. A new anegel baby is in heaven :)
Tearfully yours - Diane Taylor
I'm so sorry. This is the last thing I expected when I openned this post. I cannot even imagine your pain.
My heart is incredibly sad for you, Jen. I'm so sorry. Sending you virtual hugs from Minnesota - to you, Mark, Olivia, little Ainsley and Angel Evelyn.
Im so sorry. There are no words for the kind of pain you and your family are going through now. I hope you find comfort and strength in eachother.
My heart is broken for you. I am thinking of you and your so lovely family.
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